| hahah oh man, LJ is so old school now |
[Dec. 6th, 2007|08:39 pm] |
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| | Britney Spears - Radar | ] |
i never use this fucking site anymore
but i just wanted to vent on something
you know those people that are ALWAYS craving attention?
and no matter where they are, or what they do, they feel they need to be the center of attention...like cause a scene maybe, or share their problems but excessively share them and then want pity?
i can't fucking stand THAT! FUCK!
get a life and suck it the fuck up
life is shit sometimes, and everyone knows that, but life is worth living for whatever you have in your life and whatever you don't have...my lord, there are way BIGGER problems in life than the shit that is miniscule and unimportant
honestly
that feels so good to say
LMFAO fuck you |
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[Jul. 10th, 2007|05:04 pm] |
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| | Ryan Cabrera - Shame On Me | ] |
AWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW!!!!!!!!!!!!!! |
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| Just throw it on me. |
[Jul. 1st, 2007|03:24 am] |
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| |  Tired From Alcohol | ] |
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| | Timbaland ft. The Hives - Throw It On Me | ] |
Thanks so much Davorah for having me over. It was so much fun to be at your house and with everyone again. Plus the alcohol wasn't a bad touch either...lol.
And on another note,
I can't believe how confusing some things can be.
The funny thing is I'm not really overanalyzing, but more wondering.
Just wondering... |
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| Sunday morning rain is falling. |
[Jun. 21st, 2007|03:38 pm] |
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| |  pensive | ] |
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| | Soft Music | ] |
I can't stress enough how funny life is. The way things occur suddenly and then can find a way of working themselves out. Thinking about it, I may take life for granted living day by day, but when it comes down to the bottom line life really is precious, fragile, unpredictable, horrible and wonderful all at the same time. I may obsess about stupid things and when I think about that, I realize that people are struggling with more serious and bigger issues that need obsessing about. In life, it's not only the big things that count but the little things that count more. To show someone that you're thinking of them and that they mean so much more to you than they think they do. How they impact your life and you may not even know how at that exact moment, but there will be a time when you find out. So many things I can't even explain and normally I'd stray away from thinking these thoughts and I get scared when I think about the reality of serious issues, but the truth is, if I'm just ignorant to all of it, it can be taken away one day and I'd rather deal with the bad news and learn how to make life better and more enjoyable for each day that comes my way. |
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| jeeze... |
[Apr. 28th, 2007|03:36 am] |
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i've been confused
and i've been REALLY confused
but now...
i don't even know where to begin
and i'm afraid that i won't be sleeping tonight
holy shit...like wtf is this...
in the span of 2 days...shit has gone down
and like, this is just rediculous |
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| !@#$% |
[Apr. 10th, 2007|05:47 pm] |
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It sucks that I have nowhere else to turn but LJ.
I've never felt this way in my ENTIRE life...and I can honestly say that.
I don't like the way I feel and I'm ACTUALLY concerned about myself.
I don't know what I want, I don't know what to do, I don't know why I feel this way, I feel like time's running out, I'm scared, I'm sad, I'm dissapointed, I'm lame...I really just don't know.
I should be excited because school is over in a week, but I'm just really sad.
I can't even think properly and I can't do anything.
I feel very unsuccessful and I should be determined to do better but it's so hard and I just feel like I can't do it anymore. I probably give up way too easily, but it's hard not too.
If only I could make a decision for myself...but I can't. |
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[Mar. 6th, 2007|03:43 pm] |
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| | Rascal Flatts | ] |
I hope that the days come easy and the moments pass slow,
And each road leads you where you want to go,
And if you're faced with a choice, and you have to choose,
I hope you choose the one that means the most to you,
And if one door opens to another door closed,
I hope you keep walking until you find the window,
If it's cold outside, show the world the warmth of your smile,
But more than anything, more than anything,
My wish, for you, is that this life becomes all you want it to,
Your dreams stay big and your worries stay small,
You never need to carry more than you can hold,
And while you're out there getting where you're getting to,
I hope you know somebody loves you, and wants the same things too,
Yeah, this, is my wish. |
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| Oh my...do we have time for a movie montage?! |
[Feb. 17th, 2007|12:12 am] |
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| | Peaches & Herb - Shake Your Groove Thing | ] |
HOLY FUCKING SHIT
story of my life
overloaded with work to the max, and i shouldn't even be updating lj but i seriously need some form of a break. tomorrow is another day FULL of homework, but i kind of do feel accomplished, considering i did homework on a goddamn friday! lol what are the odds of THAT?!
oh and i can't believe i did what i did
hahaha i guess i'll see the reaction tomorrow or something like that
hahaha WEIRD...lol oh well
it's time to throw caution to the wind
i'm sick of overanalyzing and fucking living in regrets
hahaha this song puts me in a good mood, i swear
shake it, shake it, shake your groove thang, shake your groove thang, yeah yeah, show them how they do it now (8)
i can't wait for the feeling of relief at the end of this hell that i will call a week...jeeze man, but oh man, i will enjoy the fruits of my labour...haha if that makes any goddamn sense...but i'm delirious anyway so it's okay...
i randomly had an AMAZING talk with my aunt when she called...i felt VERY grown up and very close to her which was nice...because we don't talk often. and at the end of the conversation she even said, "it was so nice to talk with you", so i'm hoping more of those will be on the way.
OH and my school day was SOOOOOOOO awesome. in my first class which was accounting, i dodged a quiz because i missed the last class, so i have to go into school on monday to write it, but i talked with this girl who i randomly talked with the last time i was in class, and so now we talk and it's nice...we both laugh at how randomly retarded our accounting teacher is.
and in my second class, i was called upon randomly in class and i responded with an excellent answer to the question and i also told my teacher that i was on the verge of having a heart attack and her response was, "no you can't have one here, i don't know CPR!" and she started laughing uncontrollably...and i was just laughing because she was.
in my third class we discuss mattel. best discussion of my life. because hardly anyone showed up, our teacher had us sit in a circle and discuss barbies and hot wheels. thank god i was a barbie expert when i was a kid, i knew my stuff. and i got to sit across from one of my friends from class, and he's pretty cute, so we exchanged some glances now and then, but i was really really focused on the discussion.
and finally in my fourth class, i talked with my teacher on a person to person basis as opposed to teacher to student and she is so awesome. talking with her is so nice. we were talking about my teeth and stuff like that because she said to me, "you have a very cute smile and it's working in your favour today" lol she's so funny. and then we got into discussing my jaw surgery that i'm getting and stuff like that and someone she knows had it done and it's funny...because my case is irregular yet i've been hearing about a lot of people getting it done lately. so i can't WAIT for that to take place, it will be seriously quite awesome. and when we were packing up to leave she was like, "i dunno if i'm gonna like you changing your smile" and i was like, "well i need to get it done, but i'll show you when i get it done, but oh i won't have you as a teacher, but i'll come and visit you so i can show you!" and she's like, "okay good, because i want to see!"
overall good day
3 coffees helped me get through
anywho
i think i might go to bed now
because i gotta wake up early tomorrow
full day of work ahead of me, yippee
(it'll be over soon, it'll be over soon, it'll be over soon) |
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| this is an 84 honda, how dare you! |
[Feb. 13th, 2007|02:45 am] |
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| |  hot | ] |
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| | Employee Of The Month in the background | ] |
it's 2:46 am
i can be up right now because i decided with myself that i'm not going to school tomorrow...err today
i hope i get snowed in real good, seriously
i have a whole international marketing assignment to do today
because i SERIOUSLY procrastinated yesterday and took ALL day to do my statistics lab and i still did a shit job
oh well that's life, what can ya do? live it
i got some really good advice today
in a way it kinda makes me feel better
but still makes me feel pissed off knowing i fucked things up
anyway
i am just so sick of thinking about it
cuz it's been so long
and it's just tough to know that i made my choice for a reason
but it makes me wonder what would've happened if i did things differently
but i guess i'll never know unless i try to change them
ahhh jeeze
this is what happens when i stay up late and have nothing to do
i think about things that i could have done differently...
and i guess that's life though
anyway
i'm gonna finish watching employee of the month
then i've gotta take off my make up and get the fuck into bed
i'm sooo tired but i fight sleep all the time
just because i want to avoid waking up to do my assignment
it's gonna suck soooo much ass...but then again, there's not much i can do
cuz i put myself in that situation...as always
goddamn procrastination...gotta love what it does to ya |
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